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41.The Proposal❤️

Sanjana was in her class.She was squirming while sitting her butt was stinging.It was difficult for her to manage sitting in class.He strictly warned her to not talk to her friends.It was difficult for her to keep a cold shoulder with them but she did it anyways otherwise Adi will inform everything to Ranvijay.During lunchtime,she went to the private restaurant of Ranvijay as he called her there.

No one was there inside the restaurant except him.

"Come here"

She went there he grabbed her hands and laid her on his thighs and pulled up her skirt.He pulled down her shorts and panty.

"Ranvi please"

But he didn't listened to her words.

He caressed her butt.

"Is it paining?"

"Yes"

And a smack landed on her butt.

She wailed.

"It should pain"

"No voice should come out of your mouth bear with it now"

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

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She was sobbing.

He pulled up her panty and made her sit on his lap.

She had no idea what to do?It was paining more now.He is extremely angry since yesterday today also when she wasn't waking up he threw water on her face and pulled her up from the bed and sent her for classes.

"Stop crying I said do not cry"

But she cried more.

He smacked her on her back.

"I said stop crying no more tears I said "

She gulped down her tears.

"Today as you reach the room you will write 1000times I will never defy Rana.I will never go out without his permission.I am sorry....you will write this 1000times."

She meekly nodded her head.Tears were on the brim of her eyes.

"How many times will you write?"

"Thousand"

"Yes now go and attend your classes"

As she got up he once again smacked her butt.

She wailed and rubbed her butt but he removed her hand and gave her five smacks again.

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK

"Don't touch your butt you need to feel every ounce of your punishment.Your butt wasn't hurting yesterday while dancing.Now like a good girl go and attend your classes.I should not get a single complaint about you"

She remembered slightly what she did yesterday while being drunk.

She looked at him with her teary eyes...and left.

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He came back from classes.She did not come back to the room.He sighed.

Few hours have passed.He was at the football ground.

"Bhaiii...bhabhi is in girls hostel in her friend Harshita's room"

He hummed.

Being too courageous don't worry you will come running to me.

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After two hours :-

Girls hostel -

"Miss.Neena is coming for hostel checking.Everybody hide the things that you have to"

The announcement was made.The whole hostel was in chaos.Girls hiding their cigarette packets,alcohol bottles,18+magazines,pen drives, straightener,stoves,curlers etc etc.

Harshita had a straightener which she  hid inside the cooler of her room.Sanjana has a room in girls hostel but she lives more with Ranvijay so she didn't even went to check her room.

All the girls were called outside and were made to stand in queue.

The checking started.

After half n hour an angry teacher came whose room number is 6.

Sanjana was standing leisurely not paying attention to Miss Neena's words as she rarely lives there so in her subconscious mind she doesn't even remembers the room number.

Room no.6whose is it?

A girl pointed at Sanjana that time Sanjana realised that it's her room number.She raised her hand

"Ma'am it's mine"

Miss Neena- Come to principal's office.

Sanjana- Why ma'am?

Miss Neena- Why ma'am you are asking me why ma'am we found cigarette and alcoholic beer in your room and you're saying why ma'am?

The teacher dragged her out to principal's office.

Sanjana wasn't able to understand what was happening.She doesn't drinks and smokes.

She was standing in front of principal.

"Sir this girl is a shame for this school.Since the day she has come she has shown her colours.Because of students like her school's atmosphere is decaying.Ranvijay removed miss Elizabeth and Biju sir for their unruly behaviour towards her but today she is found with cigarette and bear.This girl is a spoiled brat."

This was a news for Sanjana that Ranvijay removed those teachers from school.

"Teachers talk about her conduct in class also which is poor.Call her parents and resticate her immediately.Few days ago also she went missing.This girl is a parasite for this institution."

Tears were formed in Sanjana's eyes hearing all this.

"I did not do anything ma'am "

"Shut up and wipe these crocodile tears it won't work in front of me."

Principal - Ma'am calm down.Shritaanjana your parents will be called.I am disappointed.I thought you are a bright girl but you proved me wrong.

Sanjana knew these people aren't going to believe her and she didn't wanted these things to reach her parents.

Shritaanjana- Call Ranvijay firstly

She interrupted the principal in between.

Principal halted in the middle of his words and called him.

Ranvijay was called by principal.A smirk played on his lips.

"You make me do such things jaan"

Ranvijay- Yes, you called me.

He entered inside the office.He glanced at Sanjana whose cheeks had a red mark.

Ranvijay frowned.

Principal-Beta how are you

Ranvijay-As usual.

Principal-Haha beta you are really smart if you are fine we all are also fine.

Ranvijay-What's the work?

The principal understood his warning tone .

Principal told him everything.

Miss Neena- According to the school's rules,she should be immediately resticated.

Ranvijay didn't even take a glance at the teacher.

"I need to talk to her in private"

"Okay.Neena miss let's go out"

RANVIJAY and Sanjana's conversation:-

"Why your cheeks are so red?"

She looked at him with her teary eyes.

"I didn't drink and smoke that's not mine"

"It's okay Sanjana.I will not let your parents know about it.I will talk to the principal."

"But that's not mine"

"You don't need to lie to me"

"It's not mine I am not lying Ranaa"

"So it's not yours?"

He said this threatening her taking slow steps towards her.He stood leaning his back to the table crossing his hands.

"No" she was getting scared by his presence.

She was standing like an obedient student in front of his teacher who is trying to prove her innocence.

Sanjana-"Atleast you believe me"

RVJ- "Why should I?Do you listen to me?When I warn you for things before you pretend to understand everything and later defy my every order.When you fall in situations like these then you become a scary cat.Then you remember me that I have a doormat I can step on anytime and use it and he will come also because he is ready to do anything for me I can take him for granted anytime"

"I never think you as a doormat.You beated me I did wrong but how can you beat me."

"That's called beating?Then you haven't been beaten properly by your parents that's why you are like this.I know very well that you must have not drunk and smoked.I can tell you are lying or telling truth or hiding something by just looking at you.Do you know who did this?"

She swayed her head in no.

He gave her a sarcastic smile

"Ofcourse a dimwit like you won't know.To whom did you give your room keys?"

"Uhhh Harshita "

Her mind striked now.

"Dimag ki batti jali ab...your friend must have hidden things of her room but she did not hid things of your room this is selfishness utter selfishness."

"But...."

"I am leaving I don't have time for your ifs and buts.You want to sacrifice your image your reputation for those so called two days friends of yours then go ahead.I have understood your value in my life"

He was moving out.

"No no Rana"

She hugged him.His hands were in his pocket he didn't hug her back.

"Ranaaaaa I don't know why I always do foolish things.I'm sorry please please 🥺 I'm sorry.Its my mistake I am so foolish."

"What should I do of this foolishness.For you I am a abuser"

"No....I am sorry you were punishing me because I needed it.Miss Neena also did right"

"Did she slap you?"

She hummed meekly.

"Leave me Sanjana...I don't want to talk to you"

He moved out of the room leaving her crying.She thought he is angry at her but Sanjana baby how can he see you getting slapped.

He talked something to the principal and Sanjana was dismissed.Miss Neena was gritting her teeth towards her.That woman slapped her on the way when Sanjana said she didn't do anything.

Miss Neena went to the hostel and called all the girls and said

"Girls the beer bottle and cigarette found in Sanjana's room are not hers.We found out it was done by one of our school staff.I apologize for blaming the wrong person"

She left.Sanjana also took the way to boy hostel.Actually Sanjana has the pass to the gate that connects boys hostel internally but ofcourse girls and boys don't have access to it except the three R's ,Digvijay,Sanjana and Gunjan.That's why she secretly goes to boys hostel stays there and no one knows.

She knocked at his door.

He opened it.

"Why are you here?"

"I can't sleep without you Rana"

"Stop dramatizing everything."

She tried hugging him he was resisting but she hugged him anyways.He wasn't hugging her back giving her cold shoulder.

"Listen...listen naa...I won't talk to those girls....I know you always do everything right for me I am the one who is messed up...please I am sorry...I don't need any friend other than you."

"Am I only your friend Sanjana?Abhijit was your best friend...Gunjan is your friend...those three girls were your friends and I also lie in the same category I can't understand you...am I just your friend after kissing me daily after sleeping with me daily I am just your friend.I need time Sanjana just leave me"

He separated himself from her and was going out of the room.

"Ranaaa are you hurt somewhere?"

His ears ringed how could he do such stupidity.His shirt with blood marks was kept on the bed.

"You don't need to worry"

She ran towards him and started checking him.

"Rana where are your hurt?"

He was liking her concern but he needs to make her learn his importance.

He left the room pulling her aside.

She slept crying on the floor.

Next day she went to her classes she tried to apologise to him but in vain.

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It's been four days she has been trying to apologise him she even wheedled him but he was adamant.She sleeps in his room but he doesn't talks to her and leaves the room after seeing her.He locks the door from outside so that she is safe this is what she thinks he closes the door for.

The RANVIJAY keeps himself busy in other activities sometimes club sometimes mafia and sometimes in killing someone.

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Rudraksh-Stop it now.She is apologizing you from these many days.Aren't you being heartless?

Ranvijay was rotating the whiskey glass in his hand.

"Till the time she doesn't begs me for forgiveness I won't forgive her."

Raghavendra- 100%these girls are getting out of control.

RANVIJAY - Sahi time par kaboo me nhi kiya hanth se nikal jayegi aur mujhe bigaadna nhi hai apni bandi ko

(If I won't control her at right time she will go out of control...I don't want to spoil her)

Raghavendra - Teri wali ki vajah se meri wali bigad rahi hai...pehle thik thi(because of your girl my girl is getting spoiled...she was alright before)

RANVIJAY looked at him and said sarcastically "khoonte se baandh ke rakh phir apni bandi ko(tie her with hook then)"

Rudraksh- She was asking me is your wound healed?Tujhe kahaa chot lagi hai saale(Where are you hurt bastard)

Ranvijay- She saw my bloodstained T-shirt that day she thought it's my blood.

Ohh the way he butchered those hands who slapped his Sanjana....He laughed thinking about it.

His men kidnapped the superstrict Miss.Neena...a black cloth wrapped around her head...she was writhing for oxygen but Ranvijay grabbed her right hand by which she slapped his Sanjana,crushed it under his shoes , listening her painful screams he was getting satisfied,he crouched down at her level brought a hammer and hitted the first blow on her palm....blows after blows until all the bones of her palm weren't broken,he hitted her hand,the useless palm threw blood on his face,the screams were now long gone,he had silenced it,she was alive and sent to hospital by some unknown sources but she never returned back to Dween Bosco International school,the institution where she thought his Sanjana doesn't deserves to be there but for him his Sanjana is never unworthy or undeserving she is never wrong even when he is on the opposite side...for him he knows where he is wrong but he likes to keep the things his way he likes to keep his Sanjana his way.

He is the writer of her story....

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In the morning :-

Football ground-

"Raghav bhai, Ranvijay hasn't come for practice right?"

"No"

"He is not in the changing room?"

"Noo"

"Okay now you wait and see"

She saw madness in her eyes.She hasn't slept properly from many days anyone could tell by her face.Red eyes,dark circles,face void of happiness,dried lips when someone cries too much,pale face and disshelved hair.

Raghv was watching her.He saw her climbing school's building.He wasn't able to understand why she is climbing the stairs.He called her trying to stop her but she didn't stop he rushed to Ranvijay and called him.

"Abee chal wo kuch pagalpan karne wali hai"

(She is going to do some madness come fast)

Ranvijay ran out.He saw her moving to the terrace without any delay he started running up.He ran at an insane speed only to find her trying to climb on the wall of terrace.

He took large steps and pulled her back not letting her climb.

He slapped her tightly.

Grabbing her jaw in between his thumb and fingers "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?"

"Apologizing to you that's how you will forgive me I guess because nothing else works"

"YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A DRAMA QUEEN"

She nodded her head "yes I am but please I am sorry" saying this she slowly fell down on the ground.She held his knee and started crying "Why you are torturing me like this.You know I can't live without you.I am sorry."

"Get up Sanjana "

He was picking her up but she held him too tightly.

"No firstly you forgive me"

"Acha okay I forgive you c'mon get up now"

"Pakka?"(Sure?)

"Yes yes pakka(sure)now get up c'mon"

He picked her up from the ground and hugged her.

"Are you mad?Never do this again"

She was only crying, her head nuzzled in his chest,like she is getting oxygen after days.Her face was sweaty,her small hair sticked around her face,her nose was running due to crying.

He let her cry she soaked his shirt from her tears.

He kissed her forehead.

"Stop crying meri jaan(my life) kitna royegi ab....tune toh meri jaan nikaal di"(how much will you cry now....you took my breath away)

He kept caressing her hair and she was still sobbing.He wanted her to beg but he didn't wanted her to take this step.

She then broke the hug held her ears

"Sorry Rana...I will never go out without your permission...I will only go where you will allow...and I don't want such selfish friends I want you"

She stopped for a second looked into his eyes wiped her tears.He was going to say something but her next words made him still.

[Play the music]

"I love you Rana....I love you....I really do"

She shouted this on the terrace.

Ranvijay felt his heart will bounce out of his chest.His heartbeat increased.She was looking damn beautiful in her red kurti and white plazo.

The morning rays of the sun was falling on her face glistening her face because of the sweat buds.He was smiling.That may not be the most romantic time and setting but that was the most real emotion she expressed.The mountain of Dehradun echoed with her confession.

"I love you Rana and I will say this innumerable times I love you."

He grabbed her by her waist pulled her towards him and smashed his lips on hers.That kiss was slow they were devoting each other feeling each other this was a special kiss.Their lips moved in a rhythm completing each other like a puzzle found its other half.

She tried to match his pace but atlast lost she lost herself to him in his love his obsession his darkness.She thought it to be a fairytale...the kiss that Cinderella did to her Prince but who knows the story after the fairytale kiss of Cindrella they said they lived happily ever after....but what is a happily ever after for you...Isn't it subjective ?depends on person to person...an 'ever after' is indeed written in her story but is it a happy one?....its not your fairytale Sanjana...everything's not a bed of roses...she got her love but its not your fairytale Sanjana its NOT.

"I LOVE YOU JAAN"

The kiss was long it was passionate the young lovers were moving ahead in their life moving to the next phase of their relationship.

The song dedicated for their proposal:-

I Love You

Kaate Nahi Katate Ye Din Ye Raat

Kehni Thi Tumse Jo Dil Ki Baat

Lo Aaj Main Kehti Hoon I Love You

I Love You, I Love You,I Love you,I Love you

Koi Nahi Bas Tum Ho Saath

Kehni Thi Tumse Jo Dil Ki Baat

Koi Nahi Bas Tum Ho Saath

Kehni Thi Tumse Jo Dil Ki Baat

Lo Aaj Main Kehta Hoon I Love You

I Love You, I Love You,I Love you,I Love you

He picked her up in his arms and took her to the games room and placed her over the billiards board.They were craving for each other since four days no physical intimacy somersaulted their desire for each other.He held her head from behind and bit her lower lips harshly then attacked her lips not giving her a chance to hold a breath.His hands slowly went inside her kurti he traced her curves.His lips slowly went from her lips to his chin then to her neck.She was wearing the necklace he gave her.He kissed over that and made his way to her earlobes kissing her there.His fingers played with her gold loop earings that she wore.He went down to her neck and bit her harshly.She hissed,he twisted her hands behind her back and pulled her head backwards so that her neck and chest is more exposed and it's access is more easier.He was nibbling her neck leaving his marks there.He again did the same that he did before he imprinted R over her neck with his teeth.He laid her on the bed lifted up her kurti till her chest and covering her face with it.He kissed her navel caressed her belly slowly he moved to her breasts and bit above her bra.She moaned.He grabbed her breasts and fiddled with it.

He removed the kurti covering her face looked into her eyes and said huskily get dominantly

"Stop me now if you want...I give you time till evening to think....I want to take a further step in our relationship...I want you completely to be mine...physically mentally emotionally soulfully spiritually by all means I want complete control over you....In simple words,I want to consummate our relationship...If you will stop me I will back off now but if you permit me I will take complete control over you this is the once in a lifetime permission that you will give me once given I won't ask next time....your decision will be the verdict....you will become mine by all means....once I claim you even you will lose your rights on yourself and I promise that...you will not be able to stop me....And if you will say 'no' I won't touch you till I don't marry you."

With this he sealed his lips one more time.He picked her up corrected her clothes and took her out.

Sanjana was feeling nervous.Her concentration was not in her classes.She was biting her lips 🫦,pouting ,scrunching her nose,she made all kinds of faces in just thinking what he said.Was she ready?Or was she not?

She was trapped in middle.His words were ringing in her head he won't touch her till their marriage.She blushed thinking about marriage.

She wasn't ready with his condition of not touching her till her marriage.But she didn't wanted to take this huge step also.She didn't know what to do.

After much thinking she decided she will wait.She will keep her virginity for him till their marriage.She wasn't ready for consummating their relationship.She loves him but she wants to wait....this was what her brain said but her heart conflicted her thoughts.

She decided this.

He came to the room.

"Ranaa"

"Hmm"

He was taking out his shoes.

"Take out your books asap...we have to go out in the evening."

Sanjana frowned "Where?And from where are you coming...your uniform is so dirty"

The sleeves of his uniform's shirt was folded upto his elbows showing his popped out veins....good show for Sanjana.😉

"How many questions you always ask...now take out your books"he said a bit irritated.

"What happened?"

"Nothing "

She came to him and started removing his tie.

"Roz ladaai karke aate ho kahi na kahi se"

(You daily fight with some or the other person)

"Saale ko jaan se maar doon"

(I want to fucking kill that bastard)

"Ufff baba itna gussa shant ho jao"

(Uff calm down my angry boy)

He was pissed at someone.

He was looking extremely adorable to her.She was opening his shirt buttons and was busy admiring his angry face while he was busy in cursing that person.She removed his T-shirt made him wear his t-shirt but this boy was still busy in cursing the other person.

"Behen ka la..."

(Sister's di.."

Before he could complete his sentence she pecked his lips.

"Ye sab nai bolte Ranvi"(You shouldn't say this Ranvi"

"Yarr tu dhang se gussa bhi nhi hone deti hai...main ja rha hoon"

(You don't even let me burst out my anger properly...I'm going out)

"Eeesh baba you are always hot headed...firstly eat your lunch"

"I don't want to eat"

She pecked his right cheeks.

"Ab khaoge?"(Will you eat it now?)

He grabbed her by her waist

"Haa..tumhe"

(Yes..you)

She playfully hitted his chest.

"Kanha Teri rahein dekhe jahaan

Kanha Tera hai jahaan

Chanda jaisa tu mere shona,

Shona tu Chanda jaisa"

While singing she held his chin in her fingers like one does to a kid.

(Song-Aaraarari raaroo)

He has become a baby now.Keeping her head on her chest his mind soothed in her warmth she was slowly caressing his hair calming him down kissing the side of his forehead.

She feeded him with her own hands.And he taught her after that.

Always she is the childish one in their relationship but she knows she has to take lead sometimes.Men need pampering too.

That's how relationship works.

They slept not knowing when time went by.

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Sanjana felt a gentle tap on her shoulders.But no one was there behind her.

A gift was kept in front of her along with a note.

Get ready jaan.This one is for you.

A smile appeared on her face she immediately opened the gift it was a beautiful white dress.

She immediately wore it.A bouquet was kept on the table when she came out.A smile appeared on her face.

A note :-

Come out from the other door.I don't want anyone else to look at what's mine.

A smile erupted on her lips.She immediately went out with the other door.

She went out.He was standing there leaning on his car waiting for her checking his watch again and again.

Their outfits👇🏻

"He is a beauty" she was the first one who noticed him.

"Such a dumbass he is waiting for me but not seeing in my direction only"

She hid behind a tower.He heard her footsteps and looked at the direction.

He understood her mischief so he silently went close to her and pretended to talk on call.He spoke out loud "hmm.....no she hasn't come uptil now....I will leave this girl here only if she doesn't comes out in next five minutes.........ooo where....Shifaa is coming yarrr you should have told me before she is so beautiful I would have dropped all my plans today"

Sanjana came out and threw her purse at him.

"I know you are joking but I hate you for this and I am not going out with you....go to your imaginary party"

And here Ranvijay's all the senses stopped working he was only looking at her fuck the prank.

"Beautiful"

She started crying "you are a terrible person...Psycho...pathetic...maniac...

Rakshas...romance spoiler...I hate you...I am cussing and crying here and you are saying beautiful go fuck yourself "

His trance broke with her curses.

"Areee yarrr baby 🍼 I am sorry stop crying please 🥺 baby yarrr rone kyu lagti hai tu har baat pe(baby why do you start crying over everything)"

It's been ten minutes he is pleading in front of her to sit in the car but she is like no I am not coming with you.

Ranvijay's thin patience vanished in the air.

"That's it" his authoritarian voice shut her up.

"Tumhe bohot pyaar se manaane ki koshish kar chuka hu mai ab chup chap se chalne ko taiyar nahi ho toh utha ke le jaunga aur agar waise bhi nahi ready Hui toh ghaseet kar le jaunga"

He picked her up from her waist and she landed on his shoulders.

"I am not going out with you...leave me you are mad....I hate you"

He didn't paid any attention to her words and swoosh cut to she is sitting in his car beside him with a puffed up red face...natural blush girls....no blush can match the level of glow and shine that one gets after crying (author-specially after our boy/man leaves no stone unturned in making us mental🙃)

(All the beautiful aesthetics of this chapter is made by my super sweet beautiful sister who is also one of my readers...thanks to you my bacha❤️Love you so much 😘)

He was not at all unhappy for the prank he pulled infact he was more than happy from inside though she got angry,he came to know about the depth of trust she has on him.

Thinking all this a smile crept on his lips.

Wrong timing Ranvijay you shouldn't have laughed.

Because she chose to look at him of all the 20minutes he has been driving and she chose that exact second when he decided to smile fuelling up her anger.

"Vampire ki rakt chushbe, pashe bosha ei cheleta kam naki... jani na kar chakkore pore gechi ami. Bhagya kharap amar."

(VAMPIRE KYA KHOON CHUSEGA,BAGAL ME BAITHA YE LADKA KAM HAI KYA...PATA NAHI KISKE CHAKKAR ME PHANS GAYI MAIN KISMAT KHARAB HAI MERI )

He suddenly stopped the car.

He tied a cloth on her eyes.

"What are you doing?"

"Shushhhh kitna bolti ho"(you speak too much)

She felt him taking her out of the car.

They walked for a quite a distance.He slowly untied the cloth on her eyes and boom.

A flower shower started all of roses tulips lavender lily all sorts of flowers in the air.She was amazed a beautiful flower show in front of the mountains  when the sun is setting.

He placed something on her head.

It was a tiara made of roses...

Her eyes got teary....

"How can you make me mad at you and the next second make me fall in love with you even more "

She turned around and they kissed.

(Movie credit:-Titanic)

"Sanjana I have planned something for you but don't laugh okay?I know how big of a filmy you are...I tried to make it romantic I don't know whether I ll be upto your expectations or not but....now you see and please don't laugh...close your eyes for a few minutes"

She did as he told.

He clapped his hands.The song oh oh Jane jaana started.She now opened her eyes.

He was standing their shirtless.

And when he took the guitar in his hand.Her jaw dropped on the floor.

The hotness the sexiness that body that killer smile.🥵♨️

He spiced up no darling he cooked the dish right there.

With that he started swaying his body and danced like a macho man he looked hot af his moves his swag his aura everything was perfecttt....she didn't know he is such a terrific dancer.

(If you want to imagine the dance please watch the video beneath...girls you will melt)

When she felt it's done he sat on his knees and with the most purest of heart and the eyes reflecting his innocent love for her he said

"Sanjana please be mine forever and ever I know I have asked you to make a decision today.I don't know what your answer will be but trust me I will never leave you even when you feel I have left you just remember my words keeps my words highlighted and imprinted in your mind I will never leave you...I know I said I love you...and I don't know what's the definition of love...I promise you...I forever want you to be in my arms...I want to be your personal driver for life...I want to be your personal bodyguard for life...I want to be your teacher for life...I want to be your guardian for life...I want you to be solely be mine and even if you run away I will catch you...I will never let you go, I will never let you leave,I will never ever stop loving you...And that's my promise...I heard this shayari somewhere

Adhuri chahatein meri,

Adhuri daastan meri

Mere jazbe adhoore hain,

Meri khwahish ke paimaane adhoore hain

Mohobbat ke mere honto par afsaane adhoore hain,

Adhoorepan ki ek duniya mere charo taraf hai

Phir bhi apne dil ki sab gehraiyon ke sath

Sab sachaiyo ke sath mai iqrar karta hoon

Main tumse pyar karta hoon

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Main tumse bohot pyar karta hoon Sanjana

The way he said those lines made Sanjana numb and speechless.

He gulped down the saliva in his mouth.

Mai agar ek kitaab hoon toh tum uski sabse sachi sabse achi sabse khoobsurat shayari

Mai bigda hua hoon Ghar ka bada beta  badtameez hoon akdu hu khadoos hoon,ek galat insan bhi hoon bura bhi hoon

Par kehte hain na har kisi ke andar ek achai hoti hai

Mere andar koi achai nhi hai...par I have you...inside me here in my heart in my mind in my soul in my subconsciousness everywhere in me...so how can I be a bad person....you are the goodness I have inside me...now I can't even call myself a bad person...You are my most valuable possession I have caged you inside because now I don't have the courage to lose someone I love more than my life...Now I can't lose you...

I love you Sanjana"

As he completed his words,she dropped to her knees it was difficult for her to sit down on her knees he was stopping her but she did sit on her knees...they joined their foreheads both their eyes watery...

"Rana please make me yours completely physically, mentally, emotionally, soulfully, spiritually by all means make me yours please."

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Next chapter is going to be wild.

You are going to witness their their first time doing it❤️....making love to each other ofcourse....

Uhmm well I also addressed a girl today who was hating on me

Guys see I understand your opinions even I am one among those person who is a pure feminist but ya I also have this one side inside me which I wasn't able to express I got a platform like Wattpad where I wrote what I felt.

I don't know how and from where I got these traits I dont justify abuse I don't....I have repeated it several times but it's just something that satisfies me that really makes my mind cool and calm and helps me to go on in my life...In my subconsciousness and whenever I want to spend my free time I like to spend it with myself in my nonsensical world in my world of fantasy in my world of fiction and if it's fiction it could be anything.

By my story I also want people to understand that everything doesn't goes as we planned okay? Everything is not like we imagine , reality is different this is Wattpad we can imagine...but my story has a bit realistic touch when it comes to marriage(abusive marriage to be specific) and people live their lives that way.

Sometimes we make a bigger impact we create a better understanding of what mistakes we shouldn't do in our lives by delivering and showing things that upsurge a revolt inside you...you don't get the satisfactory ending or story that you want by your mind consciously but may be maye be in your unconscious mind you will fantasize about those things.

This story will help you in understanding we should keep our fantasies just as fantasies...reality will be more harsher than what I am giving you through my story if we get what we fantasy about.

Okay thankyou for your love and support waiting to read your comments

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